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Pain
and Peace
Part Two
In the
previous story, "The Intruder," Dalton had moved into
the neighborhood. Andy did not like Dalton, but his friend Joey
did. Andy was jealous of Joey and Dalton's new friendship and wouldn't
play with either of them. Mother had helped Andy to decide to at
least give friendship with Dalton a try.
When Andy
Roberts went looking for Dalton and Joey, he found them in Joey's
backyard, hunched over a bunch of screws and washers and nuts and
bolts spread out on the picnic table.
"Hey, guys, you wanna play some ball?" he asked.
"Andy!" As Joey looked up, his face brightened. "You
said you were sick!"
"Wel-l-l, I feel a lot better now," Andy said. "What're
you doing?"
"The axle on the radio-controlled car broke," Joey explained.
"Dalton's trying to fix it."
"Oh," said Andy. "But how about some ball, instead?
Maybe there are some guys down at the park, and we could get a game
going."
Joey and Dalton looked at each other. Andy sensed they weren't sure
about playing with him. Suddenly, he forgot all that Mother had
said. Jealousy began to squirm through him again.
"Well," he said, tapping his bat against the ground impatiently.
"Do you want to go or not?"
"Dalton's not supposed to run around a whole lot," Joey
said. "His mom says sometimes he has trouble breathing. I don't
know if he would be able to go."
"Come on, Joey. You haven't played with me all week."
Andy's voice was close to a whine.
"Go ahead, Joey," Dalton said. "It's OK." Carefully
he laid the bolts he'd been squeezing in his hand on the table.
"Maybe we can figure this out another time."
"Well, OK, if you're sure." Joey swung his legs over the
bench and stood up. "See you."
"Bye."
"Honestly, Joey," Andy said as they walked out of the
backyard. "What do you want to hang around with him for? What
a joke. He can't see, he can't hear, he can't breathe. Gimme a break!"
It was a cruel and cutting remark. Neither one of them saw Dalton's
tears soak into the rough wood of the picnic table as he gathered
up the parts to his car.
The next day Andy went looking for Joey again. When he didn't find
him at home, he decided to go to Dalton's house. A thin, pale woman
answered his knock at the door. She stood looking at him, her forehead
creased into a slight frown.
"Is Joey here?" Andy asked.
"Yes." The corners of the woman's mouth lifted into a
pleasant smile. "You must be Andy Roberts. I'm Dalton's mother,
Mrs. Williams."
"Pleased to meet you," Andy mumbled. He felt kind of ashamed.
He hadn't been very nice to Dalton, and yet Mrs. Williams was treating
him like she had no idea how mean he had been!
"Joey's with Dalton in his room. Here, I'll show you."
She led him through their small house.
"Dalton," Mrs. Williams called. "You've got company."
The door to Dalton's room opened, and Dalton peered around the doorjamb.
"Oh, hi."
"You boys have a nice time together," Mrs. Williams said.
"I'll have lunch ready in about half an hour. Would you like
to stay, Andy?"
"UmOK. Thank you," he said, remembering his manners.
"Well,
come on in, I guess," Dalton said. He gestured with his hand,
and Andy walked into the room.
Once inside, his eyes popped wide. Every wall in the room was covered
with books, models, rocks, jars, cansyou name it, it was there.
"Hey, Andy!" Joey sat cross-legged on Dalton's bed, half
of a large gray rock cradled in his hands. "Come look at this."
Andy looked. The rock Joey held had been split in half, and the
cut surface glistened like glass where it had been polished to show
off the swirling patterns inside. "Isn't it neat?" Joey
asked.
Andy nodded. "Can you guys play?"
We're working on a model rocket," Joey said. "Dalton's
showing me how the booster goes together, and then maybe we can
launch it when his dad comes home."
"Dalton can do that?" Andy asked, puzzled. Dalton nodded.
"How do you know how to do that?"
"Me and my dad do stuff like this. He shows me a lot. And you
can find out a lot from books too," Dalton said. "Hey,
Joey," Dalton turned to Joey, "Come here a second. I want
you to help me with something."
Both boys left the room. Andy wandered around, taking a closer look
at the shelves. Models in various stages of construction were displayed
on one set of shelves. Andy was so absorbed in what he saw that
he didn't hear the two boys come back in.
"Hey, Andy, I think your mother's calling you," Dalton
said.
"Huh?"
"I heard your mother calling. I think she wants you home right
away," Dalton repeated. "Didn't you hear her Joey?"
Joey studied the scuffed tops of his sneakers as he nodded.
"Well,
I guess I better go," Andy said. To his surprise, he really
wanted to stay. If Dalton had
collected all this stuff and knew what to do with it, he might not
be that weird after all. "See you guys later."
Mother was in the kitchen kneading bread dough when Andy trotted
through the back door. "What are you doing home?" she
asked. "I thought you went to play."
"You called me to come home."
Mother shook her head, "No, I didn't."
"But" Andy's chest began to feel funny, as if there
were a big lump of rock squeezing to get out. "Dalton and Joey
said they heard you call me." Mother shook her head again.
He blinked his eyes because they were starting to burn. "Ththey
said you wanted me home right now!"
As Mother watched, the funny feeling in Andy's chest exploded into
a storm of sobs. "They didn't want to play with me!" he
sobbed. Mother put her arms around Andy and pulled him close, patting
his head while he cried. Then she sat down on the couch and hugged
Andy to her side.
"Your feelings are really hurt, aren't they?" she asked.
Andy nodded, unable to talk.
"It's very sad when someone treats you badly and doesn't want
to play with you, isn't it?"
Andy nodded again.
Mother was quiet for a while as Andy sobbed and then she said, "Do
you think that Dalton felt the same way when you said you didn't
know why Joey wanted to play with him because he was such a joke?"
Andy stared at the floor, feeling his cheeks tingle with shame.
He hadn't realized that Mother knew what he had said to Joey about
Dalton.
"The reason I know what you said is that Mrs. Williams came
to visit me after you and Joey left Dalton at Joey's last week.
She told me how hurt Dalton
was. Andy, I was very upset with you, and I intended to punish you
for being so mean, but Mrs. Williams said she thought it would be
better if we let you boys work things out among yourselves, and
after thinking about it, I agreed. And, since this has happened,
I know she was right. I don't think there is any other way you would
understand how badly you've made Dalton feel, except by experiencing
it yourself. Am I right?"
"I don't know," Andy mumbled.
"Sweetheart, Dalton is a boy just like you. It makes no difference
that he has to wear glasses or a hearing aid or that he has to take
asthma medicine. All it means is that his handicaps are on the outside
where everyone can see them, not hidden inside like yours are."
"I'm not handicapped!" Andy snapped. "He's handicapped,
but I'm not!"
"Well, Andy," Mother's voice grew firm as she put her
hands on Andy's cheeks and looked into his eyes, "You are troubled
by a selfish spirit and by jealousy, and by not caring about other
people's feelings. And, Andy, those are really a kind of handicap.
They are a lot worse than Dalton's."
Andy thought for a long while. Then he looked at Mother and said,
"I don't want to be handicapped inside, Mom. It really does
make me feel bad." Andy rubbed his eyes with his fists until
they were clear of tears.
Mother smiled. "Let's pray, Andy, and you can ask Jesus to
help you not be jealous of Dalton so you and he and Joey can all
be friends and have fun together, just like Jesus means you to."
She took Andy's hands in hers, and they knelt together. Andy squeezed
his eyes shut tight.
"Dear
Jesus," he prayed. "I am so sorry for being so ugly to
Dalton. Please help me not to be jealous of him, even if he does
know more neat stuff than I do. Help us all three to be good friends.
And thank You for listening to me, even though I know I hurt You
by being so mean. Amen."
Mother hugged Andy hard. As they stood up the doorbell rang.
"I'll get it," Andy said. He swung the front door open
and was surprised to see Dalton and Joey standing on the porch.
"My mom sent me over," Dalton said, twisting the toe of
his sneaker on the rope welcome mat. He looked at Andy, then back
down at his shoe. "She said I should apologize for tricking
you," he mumbled. Joey blushed.
"That's OK," Andy said. Dalton's eyebrows formed little
V's over his eyes. "I was the one who was being a nerd. I'd
like to be friends, if you're not too mad at me."
Dalton grinned, "I'd like that."
"So, come on." Andy said. "Let's go work on the rocket.
I'd like to know how you can build all this stuff."
"Hey, great!" Joey shouted, clapping Dalton on the back
with relief. He grabbed Andy by the arm, dragging him out the front
door. "Wait till you see this stuff! This is great! We're going
to have so much fun!"
The End
Adapted
from "Peace!" by Melinda Monaghan, Primary Treasure,
March 13, 1993.
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